special date(13&14)

donno why i just got the feeling for blogging right now in this sunny morning....
what i going to say today's is errm... nothing.... except bluffing all around^^
err, this is the first time i blogging in english, coz some of my readers told me that they felt hard in reading chinese words...and so today im trying my best to write it in english..... haha 

hmm.... what topic should i start off for today....
errm.... i do prefer the emo style....hope u all don't mine@@
actually today's date is having some meaning for me....
and that is some of my memories about the past....
it's not happened long time ago, but just a month....
so it is still fresh in my mind....

trying to recall the memory for what i did on that day, i tried my best to remedy my broken relationship..... but now i just realize that what i did on that day is just make things to become more and more complicated. what a fool decision that i made, and ofcourse at last i failed....so I'm start to think izzit what should i do.... and izzit what i deserved to have?

time flies.....it never let me to have a reason for regretting what i did.....
i felt that im so naive sometimes. coz sometimes i still will do some stupid things....just becoz i'm still hoping someday things will be in good condition again....
you may find someone who is better than me....
but i'm just staying here praying hard for u to come back to my life.....
am I stupid? yea i do admit.... COZ LOVE IS REALLY BLIND...
but what on my mind now is just let things happen naturally.....
no forcing and no more persuading....
i do like this will the miracle happen ? who knows.....coz things are changing day by day....

lets skip this topic.....
later i'm going to have mid-term test.... on international studies.....
you all might be asking what this subject is? and my answer is... donno@@
i has been taking this subject more than 9 weeks..... but what i learned is... nothing.... I don't even know what the lecturer is trying to say..... and I don't even know why i should take this subject....so how can i going to exam like this?
yea.... let go to the hell.... with this piece of shit....=.=


...terry...

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